Stuck in the BOX

Have you ever feel that you're going back and forth, back and forth even though you already set your goal?

Well that's how I feel.

I know I want to get out from this box, but I'm not trying hard enough. I don't like being in this box, but I'm still in the box by the way. Sometimes my physical body is still enjoying (not really enjoy, tbh) this box even though my brain feels the opposite. This box makes me feel tired.

I'm looking around here, in this box, people seems fine. Are they really enjoyed it? I never know. But I don't see anyone of them trying to get out. Maybe that's why I never been able to get out of this box. Because most of the people stay.

I keep saying to myself that I have to get out. But it just the same as when I told myself to diet, I never do that. I keep saying to myself that out there is gonna be better, but it just the same as when I told myself that I have to exercise to get healthier. But I never do that.

If Katy Perry ever sing Fireworks to me then I'm gonna say yes to her questions because I do feel like a plastic bag, buried deep six feet under, screams but no one seems to hear a thing. I couldn't find any better lyrics.

Huhhhh I feel really bad for myself.
I really really hope I can change this in 2017.