Me versus Negativity

Hi, welcome to December, the last month of the year that makes you freak out how time flies sooo fast, like too fast. At least for me.

I actually wanna write a blog post since last week, when I saw a posting from instagram, a picture of Pretty Woman scene (I can't attached the picture here since Vivian and Ed were lying naked on the bed when this conversation is going). The conversation was like this:

"You could be so much more" said Ed.

"People put you down enough, you start to believe it."

Whoop. Sounds like me! (except the fact that I'm not a prostitute, but I wouldn't complain if I could meet with a handsome-rich-businessman who gives me money and buy expensive things for me). I'm a typical woman who always say to myself that I'm not going to let anyone else's thought about me affect my life. I don't wanna know or worry if someone didn't like me or talked about me. I want me not to care about it. But sometimes, I did let the negativity gets me a little (now I sounds like Gigi Hadid, I mean I couldn't find another words). I feel a bit self-concious because of it. Buuutt I actually also find another quote, saying pretty much like this:

"People is actually not think about you as much as you think about yourself"

It's actually makes me feel better.
This post is totally for myself in the future to remind me that I just have to stop worrying. I hope next year could be a better year for me. Better personality, better health, better appearance, and better, much better amount in my bank account of course hahaha

Alright,  back to workkk ughhhhh... oh and I wish I could have a better job if that's not too much too asked for 2017.
Talk to you later, k?