Same Person

guess what? I have a real reader, not an imaginary reader!! (wait, who I'm talking to?) well, (s)he could be my own friend (but I hope not) haha, who ever it is, you actually make me feel good.

ok, basically I don't really have something to talk about. I am doing my homework, but it kind of stuck, sooo... here I am now. I just want to write and let it write.

back in a few months ago, someone asked me why I write everything on my blog or my twitter. I told him, I just want to share my feeling, and believe, someone out there listening (well in this case, reading) my feeling. and maybe they had the same feeling. maybe they experienced it. maybe they have advices to give me. but yeah, I just want to be heard. because, honestly, I can't talk emotionally to anyone directly. It's so much easier to write it down. I don't care whether there is someone reading it or not. I just want to write and let it out from my mind or my heart, whatever.

"Writing is something you do alone. It’s a profession for introverts who want to tell you a story but don’t wanna make eye contact while telling it."

I do feel weird if some friends of mine read this, and yeah, it made me feel scared to express it all. I want to change my URL or make a new blog, but what is all about? should I make a new blog, everytime my friends find out the blog is mine? I thought about it, and decided to keep it like this. my blog is me. and if I keep hiding it from my friends, doesn't it mean me in this blog is a different person with me in the real life? No. I am the same person, and I should not be hiding the other part of me.

so, from now on, I will write more..

btw, I'm so sleepy right now, so I have to finish my homework soon. hahaha. ok, talk to you later :)

PS: don't do your homework one night before the deadline