Life Doesn't Stop For Anybody

Blog, I need to talk.

since you are the only.. well, the only thing I could talk to. (sounds pretty depressing, right? I know.)

and of course you don't mind. never. and thanks for that.

okay, so, lately I just feel that this world is getting smaller or maybe my problem is getting bigger. and now it's involve more people. and, to be honest, I don't like that.

and these people are full of puzzles, riddles, enigmas, whatever. that's a funny thing about human, you know? sometimes, they just don't want to tell you exactly what is their thoughts, what they want, what they feel.

they just want you to guess. and of course you'll try to guess, but if you're wrong, they kind of still hiding and (maybe) it's a code for you to keep try guessing again. and if you keep giving the wrong guesses, you'll have a bad time! because they will starting to get angry. ridiculous? haha but I know, you know it's true.

the worst part is, my heart is also have puzzles and ask my mind to solve it. it's just too much for me. I mean.. come on, I haven't even finished my own puzzle yet. Let's face it, maybe I would never be able to finished these all.

and these people, some of them are writing too. but the writing is also confusing because the only person who can understand it is her/himself. Like what I'm doing now. you must be confused right now, don't you?

I wish I could read others' minds. It would be a lot easier. like a lot, a lot.

I wish I could pause all of this, because I'm so tired trying to figure things out. I want to have a break. Like the song, "Bother me tomorrow, today I'll buy no sorrow."

but then again, Charlie said, "things change. And friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody."

(yeah, I know my posts lately is closed by Charlie's quotes and I kind of like the idea of doing that right now, haha another quote.)