Fast Forward to September 2016

Hi everyone! (Spiderman's style in civil war)
Last night I suddenly remembered about my blog. This blog. I really really feel shame that I ever neglecting this blog! I mean.. this blog was my ultimate loyal company. I forgot how I felt good only by writing. I quickly read through some of my old post and smiling. It's nice to see that I can expressed my feeling through a blog post (even though so many post that sounds depressing but when you start a blog you will become more melancholic -- at least for me), how I give a note to myself, how I read some nice books and share it to you (with super unattractive review). I actually don't need any audience here. I'm writing for myself in the future. That's how it is.

My very last post was July 2014 and now is September 2016. More than 2 years!!!! So manyyyyy things has changed. The biggest change is I have a boyfriend now and we take this relationship very seriously. Like very seriously. You're gonna be surprised if I tell you the complete story. Coming soon....

I never imagined someone would actually accepting me for who I am. And I finally can trust someone (having trust issue made me build walls around me). I can tell him every single story and problems without worrying about judgement and I know my secrets are safe with him. Huge plus.

Oh I forget to tell you that I survived in college! 3.5 years were fun and tough at the same time. I'm now working as export staff in this pretty big company. Pretty proud of it untiillll I realised nothing special about it. I have to get up early every morning and go home pretty late. It creates a whole new routine that even worse than college. It's not a surprise.  Everyone know work life will be so much harder than having fun in college.

My boyfriend works under the same roof with me, and he has been working more than 4 years now. He feels trapped for so long, so he is on his way to find the exit way out. I wish him good luck and pray the best for him.

Of course I also try to find the exit door as well. I really want to try making cold press juice. I even come up with a name "Refresh Button". I just love that name. Untillllll last night I read through my old post and found that I already talking about "Refresh Button" for my sidebar blog widget that will linked to creative site.
This totally coincidence. I really forget about "refresh button", but after a couple of years I came up with the same name all over again. It's like you have an amnesia but you still have your personality inside.

OK nuff said for today. I write this in the office since this was my coffee time. I always spend a few minutes around 10 am to have some cafein boost. I do addicted to cafein since working.

Write to you later! Have a nice day!