Ignite The Light

do you ever feel like you have tried so hard, harder than everybody, but in the end they get something better than you?
well, I was feeling like that this afternoon.

it's quite the same with "Fix You" (Coldplay) lyrics:

"When you try your best but you don't succeed, 

When you get what you want but not what you need
...
Could it be worse..?"

hmm, sometimes I got tired of it. Tired that people better than me. I know it's stupid. I remind myself that at least I tried.
I realize there's no point crying over my weaknesses cause it just makes my eyes blurred so that I can't see that actually I have something special. I believe I am special too.

So, if you feel the same like I was, just remember the lyrics from Katy Pery's Fireworks:

"Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams, but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you

'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show them what you're worthMake 'em go, oh, oh, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh, oh, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know "

Smile :)